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still
my grief’s razor-sharp edges, now blunted, still cut. i still bleed when i pick it up. More.
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“I am loved, I am not a disappointment.”
This text was from 2022 just before I checked myself into detox for alcohol. She made me cry. She took all the best parts of me with her when she… More.
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Strength is quietly doing what needs to be done because it’s important, even if it hurts or isn’t fun.
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Man. Ya hit your mid-30s and the aging process really revs up its ass kicking, huh?
8 years between these two photos – 27 vs 35 Brb, off to inquire about Botox and just how many units one face can stand, slather myself in sunscreen despite… More.
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Brain Cancer? More Like Lame Cancer
the month of May starts a week from today and with it, a plethora of emotions: ranging from hope to despair, joy to mourning, and a gamut of unidentifiable stuff… More.
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the kind of person I’d like to be
I don’t know what my values are. I don’t know what I want out of life anymore. I don’t have any goals at the moment per se. I don’t even… More.
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shut up, GPS, i’m talking
Well, Mema, it’s almost Christmas. It’s, uh, oh gosh, it’s less than a week away, actually. Today is Thursday and Monday is Christmas Eve, Tuesday is Christmas. Stella, stop shaking… More.
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Here lately
Brain is jumbled, anxiously awaiting the results of my echocardiogram done Thursday, doing a lot of self-reflection in the meantime. Writing doesn’t come so naturally these days; images are more… More.
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I spend a lot of time crying in your closet.
The cream colored one in the middle was purchased in North Carolina over Christmas in December 2022, a surprise while us younger girls were out shopping. I don’t think it… More.
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regrets.
wanna be a little fish in a vodka sea wish I were the person my grandparents thought I’d be More.
I too am not a bit tamed—I too am untranslatable 