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Self-Care Routine
for the person who spent years indulging every single whim they ever had and now cannot produce their own dopamine (i wrote this in my journal a couple months ago… More.
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little fragments
My coworker’s truck in front of my house, while he counts out Adderall for me. I am probably 9 beers in. It’s 11am on a Tuesday. Maybe Thursday. He asks… More.
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accountability
I have to always be honest or there’s no point to any of this. I relapsed for a week from Sunday, 12.12, to Saturday, 12.18. Last drink at 7am that… More.
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little fragments
Day two of my 2nd stint in rehab, morning meditation A counselor is making his way through the great room, to the podium in the center, when he stops directly… More.
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32-year old has nervous breakdown at 2pm on a Tuesday
if you write your blog titles like news headlines, it really drives home how your life is meaningless + that most people don’t give a shit about the banality of… More.
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lazy day
Pinterest rabbit hole day. while half-ass cleaning up some boards to justify how long i’d been on that timesuck of a website, i found a pin i’d saved about structuring… More.
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hi, hello (take 2)
Just skimmed my 2018 post, rolled my eyes the entire time. Must have written a hundred similar ones across dozens of notebooks, social media posts, Tumblr for sure.. always sure… More.
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hi, hello
i hate writing about myself but since this is the first post, i guess it’s expected. i mainly started this blog to have somewhere i could write about my struggles… More.
I too am not a bit tamed—I too am untranslatable 